Boyfriend blazer: Forever 21; Chiffon top: Old Navy; Shorts: Gap; Bag: Hong Kong; Boots: Bamboo
At times I sense that the road ahead of me is so long and difficult and I don't feel like anyone is truly walking beside me. However, I know that this is a lie and this is because my perception has been warped - but have I chosen to believe this lie? I am still in the process of learning to see myself through vision eyes and knowing that I am actually accepted for just who I am. There's a load of information in my head but I struggle with experiencing it and making it my reality. Sometimes when I am trying to communicate I am at a loss for words or it's difficult for me to process my thoughts into words. There may be many things I want to say but I just can't spit it out. Then again, I think about why my words would be significant, why would they be worth hearing, would they even benefit the other person? However, I find it kind of strange that sometimes when I attempt to explain things to others I am quite wordy and like to include every little detail so I do jump back and forth between the two extremes of keeping quiet when I don't think I have anything important to say or saying too much when I do begin to talk. Even as I am typing this I feel like my sentences are getting way too long and I can't decide when to cut them off! I don't really know what the main point I'm trying to get at is but I guess I just have this constant battle of the mind that I must overcome. And nobody said it was gonna be easy.
